Struggles - A Janoskian Fanfiction - Chapter One.

Struggles - A Janoskian Fanfiction - Wattpad Edition - Chapter One.

"Katie, did you do your homework? You know the consequences don't you?" said Miss Thompson.

"No I didn't Miss, I'm sorry. I was at the hospital with my brother again. You know what he's like, he's struggling." I replied.

This week had been so hard, with my brother getting into so many fights. Failing my finals. Mum and Dad's divorce. And getting bullied to finish it all off. Everything was shit.

"I understand. I'd like to talk to you about something that must be so personal to you. But would you care to explain the marks on your wrists? You don't have to answer me of course, but I'm just worried. Are you alright Katie?" I can't believe she had seen my wrists, oh god. This is all I needed.

"Honestly no. I'm no good at talking about things like this. I'm sorry Miss." I said.

   "It's okay, don't be sorry. You know, I went through the same and so did my sister. I chose to tell someone about my struggles, and it felt so good getting everything off my chest. As for my sister, she bottled everything up. Her arms became worse and it lead to her drinking disinfectant. I've never felt the same way about self-harm again. I only stopped recently, because I found something happy to do. That was to help others that are going through what I went though. Stay positive at home Katie, alright? You can go home now."


   Those are the words that really did changed my views on everything, and I decided to make a  YouTube channel to talk about thing that worried me or I had bottled up for a long time. I got 50,000 subscribers in 3 months. This made me so happy. Someone has listened to me. Somebody knew.

  

    And that's where I am now, as I finish my Q & A video, the last question I see shocks me. "You're beautiful, please stay strong. Find someone or something to look up to like the Janoskians! They don't have many subscribers but they sure are funny!"

I ignore the comment, but can't resist searching up who the Janoskians are. When I watch one video, it makes me laugh so much I find myself crying with laughter. The group is made up of five boys. Luke, Jai, Beau, Skip and James. I watch a couple more videos and change into my pyjamas. And for the first time ever I fall asleep with a smile instead of crying. So much for bullying me.